June 2010 old picture…
18 Dec 2010 Leave a Comment
These is taken when i stoppped by KL, its at the curve if im not mistaken. Great desserts yummmmmmmm <3
I kinda forget what it is called, sweetchat? :/
This is taken at some mamak stall i cant remember the name..too many mamaks….
Apple Obsessed
Tryin Iphone cam LOL<3
Y So Serious ????
Y so emo????
Im so stoned……
Owh food haven…forget where d hahaa…see part 2!!!
Short update
17 Dec 2010 Leave a Comment
- came back for long holiday
- feelin unwell
- busy busy meetin friends and follow up my own stuff
- abit mad about certain thing i found out
- alot of shopping
- need a new pair of lenses
- need new color for hair
- guess what i finally transfer my photo and video collections from my iphone and be posting it all up here
- sad.disgusted.anger.
Uni Life
12 Oct 2010 Leave a Comment
- I missed all my history classes for this sem…why…cus its in the mornin….and i cant wake up yup since its the 2nd last class for this week i made myself go today and yup it was awkward ….why? cus no one seen me before…reminder : i always complete my assignments althou i am not present in class.
- Nehhh….well i went for like an hour and the lecturer said okay class over….wtf…i woke up so early for…..@#$#@$%….
- I wanna shop today since im like free …but then i need to finish up my left over 3 weeks assignment progress….so i tap my head and say stay home shop tomorrow….do work….at least i can shop with a light heart. mehhhhhhhhh i end up playing game for 3 hours…muaahahahhaa…..now after this blog im goin to do my work….yup…cross my heart..
- LOL addict….nawww im sure u might think laugh out loud addict…nope….its League of Legends addict…something like DOTA…..but i find it way fun…similar to Heroes of Newerth nehhhhh LOL rules….
- Energy drink – over consumed….brands like Mother, Wicked, Rockstar….darn not healthy at all…
- Lovin beserk clothings….im so goin to enter their competition for designing clothes or logo….still not much info about it yet… and my pwettty clothes are arriving tomooro….muaxxx!!
- I need to update my other new blog as well…its been left like nearly a year…swt…. >.<
- Im still filled with probs….which i dont knw how to solve it….
- bday on thursday…and i dun think im celebrating it…althou it falls on oktoberfst lol…..
Changing minds….
11 Oct 2010 1 Comment
- If a lil help can kill u….fuck off….
- I wish ur next gf will be treated like shit like how u treat me this 4 year plus
- At the end of the day im the one spending more on u compare to u ….
- At the end of the day i did the most for the sake of u….
- As time passes…the more i felt its not love u are here…. why dont u tell me why ur here….
- Prob maybe i just wanna end up stayin in sydney and continue my study….i dun find any reason to be in penang besides my family… all my friends will be in kl… even if there is …she spend her time with her goin to be husband.
- Everytime i ask u how…theres never a proper answer…. it seems u dun mind us being separated when we go back later… i nvr like a relationship that is far…..it never work out…. so im just goin to be selfish until u make up ur mind what u want. u cant have everything….it needs sacrifices…
- possibilities of me goin to kl is low….i be stayin alone…still pay rent, food, petrol….. had to go thru first year of degree again…. like my family goin to agree….
- the promise of wantin to come sydney and study and work abit before settle down in malaysia i guess its jus a empty promises so u can buy urself some time and not hearing or seeing me sad….this is not wat u want anyway….u belong to where u belong….fortune teller was right….
- me to blame cus i didnt like it here either….i wanted to go home….but seeing my parents givin me emtpy promises and not beiing straight forward confuses me….
- but having close frens here make me feel homely….make me think how alone i am in penang…at least u have frens there…cus u are from there…..
Weekend updates..
18 Sep 2010 Leave a Comment
- watched The Experiment, SALT, Robin Hood…
- did my glasses…lost mine for real i guess still cant find it, A plastic glasses worth 200 over ringgit…wtf….and the banner says free eye test available and went in i kena 30 bucks aus….shitzzz…
- goin to make order from Beserk Clothin tomoro…
- Natalie’s bday. happy bday girl….sms also didnt reply….everyone forget me when i move to aussie….
- I suddenly miss the time when i was in highschool….and surprisingly i hated college memories. yup…
- Bad memories keep on showing in my head…make me think wat else he lied…he wont admit a single shit even i ask him certain thing like how he met her…he wont tell…probb he had “touched” her already…..cheap bitch…
- If she really dat pathetic dating girls and tomboys…why wud she hit on u dumbass…. this kinda girl only craves pity from boys… If she never dated guys how she can come after you and her current bf now…which is one of her new puppet….. u see dis proven boys prefer to see girls fake image a.k.a makeup looks. boys dont go for natural looks or how nice u are….u need to be thrashy bitch plastic full of makeup fake lashes contact lenses and there u go u can just control all boys….wtf….boys are lame….weak…..or not forgetting boobs…big lips…big eyes….so called my bf’s taste of girl…all his life….i seen all his ex none has that personality..the closest was me and that fuckin ADA bitch…. but anyway she is not pretty for real….i seen her before she is just like his another ex…ugly…dark…kampung….no big eyes…boobs also cannot be seen…. jesus christ….how fake….only picture nice….fuck…..
The Life Inside a Rented House Near UNSW
05 Sep 2010 1 Comment
im sorry if most of my post are in point form. I dont wanna bored my readers obviously and it is easier to read too 
1. Although i have a big room (lucky me) but im payin big bucks a month…it is near my uni and it includes internet and all that bill jazz.
2. We have 6 rooms, my room is number 1 and it goes on 2 3 4 5 6. There’s China and Korean and HOng Kong roommates and we get along really well. Funny people and glad to have them under one roof.
3. Most of us play games alot and sometimes we laugh and joke around and play boardgames. Yeh sometimes we may laugh too loud…and one of the China girl always knock on our doors and say pls be quiet or in other words pls shut up…But hey we are sorry but during the daytime she sings so loud and she talks so loud!! She is more of a noise pollution then us. It occurs during night time tooo!!! wat the heck?
4. Have u heard of Rucka Rucka Ali? go google it. one of his song about China girls vagina sideway maybe true. She pee sideways i guess cus everytime after she goes to toilet…i will go in and yeh drips of pee or sumtimes period…u know wat… and hallo a girl should be clean right???? Darn it….
5. One of the guys hardly bath…probably once a month?? and does laundry like i dont know when… god bless us…
6. The rest are ok well some fart his way out and some are being used by gf and etc….
7. Smoking in the bathroom and shower with ur gf….pls keep clean right? No the HK guy brings his gf in hump her out loud even his music cant help and showering with her ow god its so dirty in there…with all those private hair pubic hair head hair??? Arghh….
8. Everyday i was angry while bathing, i will always wash the toilet make it all wet and leave it there….hmmph and i even stick a note on the door….
9. Fridge is like hell.
And i dont wanna brag more….Cus we just had a meeting bout it…I wrote this cus its for my dear Jamie
Updates
02 Sep 2010 Leave a Comment
1. im lost when it comes to decision wise… im scared… yeh half of me wanted to stop studying in uNsW…half of me wanted to for future guarantee…what would my family feel? what would happen to me and him?? Sigh….
2. i Have a sudden sparkle of missing my old times…the times before i enter college…before i step onto KDU… i miss all those frens i made… i miss the time we all hangout going gigs, sk8 events, camwhoring, hang around….sigh………
3. I miss my family…
4. i wish someone invented time machine…so ppl can go back from their mistake or replay their memories again..never ever have to die…right??
5. no one knows how i feel of cus… not even him…i shudnt be givin him all this burden…
6. i love him but bad memories always come across me…makes me wonder are we meant to be…im afraid he is afraid to tell me wat he feels cus he knows it will only hurt us both… wasting time aint not a way to be either… shud i jus pretend everything is ok?? until when? sigh….
we been together so long..so long….hard to be apart…hurt to see wat lies in front… girls that bugg in to our relationship last time or even now…i hope u guys end up a widow being only screwed and dumped like a bitch who doesnt know how to bark on a right tree…u know who u are…. i can list a whole page for u…
Hypocrite
15 Jul 2010 1 Comment
Do u know 100% of humans are hypocrite. Why? In the begining they tend to show off how tough they are. Proving all the best they can to convince without hesitating. As time passes and the result is not what they expect, they just pull off and forgets what they said and promised.
At first they can swear over their deadbody and swear to so call god and etc… Gosh if it doesnt do any good to them they just move on like how they are suppose to. For example, ur boyfriend promised u he will always remember your anniversary together, promise to watch the movie u like so much, promise to bring u here there and everywhere, promise u he will change, promises promises. In the end they just forget. Not even a small effort to make it work. hmmph hypocrite. Saying how much they love u…cant live without u, cant move on, will always love u, cant find another, blah bla blah and at the end of the day u see them doing all of it in the opposite way.. same goes to the girl. both sex, cry, wanna suicide wanna watever…swear and promise and beg. and till then they just move on with someone new and they just forget what they have sworn what they have utter. Does who say i love u duh duh duh duh duh duh and still eyeing other ppl and so forth..Hypocrite. something like traitor but just someone who cant live up for wat they say. assholes.
little lies comes big lies…
28 Jun 2010 Leave a Comment
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call me sensitive call me watever…
trying to train him not to tell even the smallest lies also so hard…
he said he call his fren…but he sms….i tried to pretend i dont know cus i dun wanna make it a big deal so i decided to put it here my lil black blog where dirty secrets come alive.
he said he can drive his mum car to his fren’s place…wat makes me think he is not driving some other ppl…well lets watch and see…dont overdo ur sins…its not hills have eyes…reality have eyes around….
ow well… i dunu wat he is up to but my senses told me something is just not right…eventhough it seems right.
its like pretty delicious food in cans and bottles…may seem alrite could be eaten…lets see the date…how rotten it is…u nvr know…im always ready for his surprise but when it comes…i just crush myself against it and at least i know the truth…. wats more important then truth….
Nothing but a BAITA!!
27 Jun 2010 Leave a Comment
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All the evil memories are written in this black blog of mine. Dark and full of wrath and sadness.
I have been patient for long now. 4 years of being a slave to love. i might make myself breakdown.
getting back together last year and he couldnt keep a single promise. he still break it and doesnt mean what he says not only that even in normal conversation between friends and family he still twist and turn / lie / exaggerating things too. nvr change i guess and as usual he thinks for himself first and i had to cater him all the way. why i said that i wont explain too in depth it wud be a waste of my time. he puts himself and his friends before his gf. ermm well i cant asy anything cus alot of bakayarou says friends are hard to find; girls can always get a new one.
so okay skip my long winded sad story, this baita he knew last year his so called one month ex-gf that he juggled along with me during our trying to mend things back time seems to be a baita. underage busu baita. uh huh….
She seems to be a ketsunoana because she doesnt know how to be in a relationship. If she really moved on why this baita still keep my bf’s pictures with her in her facebook.? If she is in a relationship like how she stated, where is the bf’s picture then? Curious? You tell me…im like a fucking detective cracking a major crime case.
Until today i check…its still there… weird huh… so does my bf…he doesnt know how to delete things that werent suppose to be there. thats gud…easier for me to find out… he cant lie cus i know if he does…but then even if i was right…i always need a solid proof… thats sad right..? hmm….
so here you are…the best ever memories that slit thru my heart. during that time when he was with her…so many things happen that i myself embarassed to tell why cus i cant believe i am doing all that for him stupidly let him indulge. but then what is funny is this baita stupidly believes him while he use her lol…Somemore the picture of him alone is taken under my condominium when he was visiting me during our breakup trying to get me back. it be even more wow if u see how cheesy they both are in msn…fuckin fake…
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